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Name is Li Xin, came into the world on 12/06. Currently studying in AMKSS, formerly from Ai Tong School. Proud member of NCC Land.
Also known as Ruby Aspen, Rubyfur, Ruby, Meow Meow.

Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!



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Thursday, June 26, 2008

I'm. Seriously. Very. Stressed.

First, the Chinese project is not even done a single word. There aren't enough pictures, not enough time of video length, and all the presentation stuff falls on my shoulders. I HOLD TWO CCAs, FOR STARCLAN'S SAKE. NOT TO MENTION THE ADDITIONAL PIANO LESSONS TO PREPARE FOR MY PIANO EXAM AND THE HELPING OUT WITH NOMAD AND OTHER HOMEWORK AND THE FACT THAT I NEED A LOT OF HELP IN ALGEBRA AND WHAT ABOUT MY COMPUTER BEING SO SLOW THAT IT TAKES FIVE MINUTES FOR POWERPOINT JUST TO START UP?!

AND WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT I STILL HAVE NOT COMPLETED MY CHINESE HOMEWORK THAT IS DUE TOMORROW?!

AND THAT IN THE ENGLISH PROJECT I HAD TO DO THE PERSONAL RECOUNT THAT I'M NOT EVEN IN CHARGE OF AND IF IT ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH, ALL THE BLAME WILL FALL ON ME? I HAD TO DO IT WITHINK TEN MINUTES OKAY?! ALL JUST BECAUSE THE LEADER DOESN'T HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF PLANNING AND THAT WE COULDN'T MEET UP TO FINISH UP THE PROJECT NICELY?!

AND HOW ABOUT TAKING ON THE RESPONSIBILITY OF GROUPS THAT I'M NOT EVEN LEADER OF? AND THAT MY AURUAL IN PIANO TOTALLY SUCKS AND I'D PROBABLY FAIL MY AURUAL SECTION AGAIN?! AND WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO WATCH THE CHORNICLES OF NARNIA SINCE 2006 AND THAT WE MADE PLANS TO GO AND WATCH BUT SOMEONE HAS TO GO TO MALAYSIA AND I LOST MY CHANCE TO GO AND WATCH IT?!

HOW ABOUT THE TIME SOMEONE REFUSED TO LEND ME HER LOCKER JUST TO PUT FOUR BOOKS FOR A DAY AND THAT PLAIN SELFISH PERSON KNEW VERY WELL THAT MY BACKBONE WAS GOING TO GO FOR AN OPERATION IF THERE WAS TOO MUCH WEIGHT ON IT?! DOES THAT MEAN IF MY BOOKS DISAPPEAR, YOU WILL PAY FOR IT? OR IF I TAKE THEM HOME WITH ME AND MY CONDITION GETS EVEN MORE WORSE, YOU WILL PAY FOR THE OPERATING FEE?! AND I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE AMKSIANS FOR AMKSIANS! HAVE I THOUGHT WRONG OR ARE YOU JUST SIMPLY SO SELFISH THAT YOU CAN'T BE BOTHERED TO HELP A FELLOW AMKSIAN? I KNOW I HAD BEEN USING YOUR LOCKER SINCE BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS, AND I'VE ALREADY SAID THAT IT WOULD BE THE LAST TIME. DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A PROCASTINATE AND AN EMERGENCY?!

HOW ABOUT HAVING TO LEARN A LOT OF NEW DRILLS WITHIN ONE TRAINING AND HAVING TO DO GUY'S PUSH-UP FOR 40+ TIMES WHEN MY LEFT ARM WAS FRACTURED BEFORE AND DIDN'T HAVE THE SAME STRENGTH AS OTHERS?! AND WHAT ABOUT THE FACT THAT DER YUNN'S SCRATCHES ON MY HAND ARE ALWAYS INFECTED, AND PUTTING A RIFLE ONTOP OF THE WOUND IS DEFINITELY NOT GOING TO HELP?!

JUST BECAUSE I WAS AN EX-LIBRARIAN DOESN'T MEAN I KNOW EVERYTHING! THERE ARE THINGS THAT I HAVEN'T LEARNT! THINGS ARE DONE DIFFERENTLY IN SECONDARY SCHOOL LIBRARIES! AND HAVEN'T YOU LEARNED THAT WHEN A PERSON IS EATING YOU CAN'T SURPRISE HIM?! DO YOU WANT TO BE A MURDERER?! AND YOU FIND A LOT OF PLEASURE IN MAKING ME MAD RIGHT?! WHAT ABOUT AFTER MAKING ME MAD AND WHEN I COME AFTER YOU?!

[[내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 흘린 눈물 만큼 멀리 가네요]]


& Rubyfur signed off @ 10:31 PM

My love can't come to this place, it's going as far as many tears I've cried



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