Name is Li Xin, came into the world on 12/06. Currently studying in AMKSS, formerly from Ai Tong School. Proud member of NCC Land.
Also known as Ruby Aspen, Rubyfur, Ruby, Meow Meow.

Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!

HAPPY B'DAE NICHOLAS LAU!

FREESTYLERS JIAYOUS FOR TOMORROW'S COMPETITION!!

 

 

 

I missed the whole thing by the briefest of a second. I let others influence me and missed my opportunity. And what's worse was that those other people were the same bunch of deserters. There was a tree right there in front of me, I could have chosen to hide behind it, but instead, I showed myself. I'd rather hide from this since it was only for half a second than show myself. But I had to be stupid on this day of all days and stepped out from behind the conveniently-placed tree. Now I can only hope that I was not seen, or I was seen and not recognized, which is possibly but most improbably.
I've chosen to take the second path, but there's a string that still holds me to the straight path, and I don't dare to break it, because I fear that I won't be able to return to that path should I change my mind at any point of time. But without severing ties, I cannot move down the second path. I will be forever stuck there, at the fork in the middle of the road. The real test will begin on Monday. When those bunch of deserters will see that I'm not who they make out to be, someone that is a push-over and will follow whatever they say. When I will finally make a stand for myself. How many chances have I given them to prove me wrong? Too many to count. I've reached my limit. I'm not giving in anymore. I'm not giving any more chances.

Go ahead, take things for granted, take people as slaves that will obey your every command. Don't even wonder why I'm no longer with you guys anymore. Why should I sacrifice myself to entertain you all? Why shouldn't I care for my own interests and those who are really concerned for me? Why should I give any more chances when I've already given so many? Why shouldn't I leave?

Your word is law. Was law.
Leave. Quit. Whatever. I don't care either way anymore.
I wanted to have your attitude towards all these stuff. Not anymore.
I don't show concern for people who don't care about others.
I don't show respect to people who think they are bigger just because they are talked to more.
I ignore people who ignore me.
I abandon people who desert me in the first place.

Don't even think about asking me why I am behaving like this, why I am deserting you guys now, why I've changed. You guys know very well the answer to it. If you don't know the answer to it, then you are blind. You people always have been.

[[내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 흘린 눈물 만큼 멀리 가네요]]

My love can't come to this place, it's going as far as many tears I've cried

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