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Name is Li Xin, came into the world on 12/06. Currently studying in AMKSS, formerly from Ai Tong School. Proud member of NCC Land.
Also known as Ruby Aspen, Rubyfur, Ruby, Meow Meow.

Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!



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Friday, February 6, 2009

It's getting more and more complicated. If I had never spoken, never gotten so much information, I don't think I'll be as confused as I am now. Stressed. Desperate. Feeling helpless. But I had to tell, the pressure in me was just growing day by day and I just had to tell someone. And the only person I could tell was the one that could give me information. Perhaps too much.

Many times, by-standers would just say 'let nature take its course', or 'let it be', but sometimes, things get so bad that you can't stand at the side to watch anymore, you just have to intervene, whether the consequences are good or bad. Something makes you step in, and you can't control it.

I used to still be able to walk past; now, I always have to take detours to avoid, because of the extra information. I can't face it, not yet, and I don't think I ever will. Truth hurts, how many times have we all heard that? But you can't really understand it, until you've experienced it. People change, and sometimes, we wished that they had never changed because we are not ready to accept the change. Yet to other people, the change could be the best thing that they've ever hoped for. There's no right or wrong. When change happens, there will always be one group of people who had wished for that change, and another group that wished nothing had changed. And I, unfortunately, belong to the latter.

Treasure what you have, even when things change for the better in the end. Nothing can ever beat that first night, that first meeting, that first word that sparked all of this. Even though I feel helpless and desperate about it, I never want to change what had happened, because that meeting was just about the best thing I've encountered in my life yet.

[[내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 흘린 눈물 만큼 멀리 가네요]]


& Rubyfur signed off @ 10:57 PM

My love can't come to this place, it's going as far as many tears I've cried



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