Name is Li Xin, came into the world on 12/06. Currently studying in AMKSS, formerly from Ai Tong School. Proud member of NCC Land.
Also known as Ruby Aspen, Rubyfur, Ruby, Meow Meow.

Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!

This is not exactly an emo post, but something like that. By the way, Sherman, LINK ME LEH. And Saimen, not doing the quiz for this post, maybe at the end of the week bah =P

I know one of the reasons people don't really talk to me is because I'm quieter than most, but that's part of my personality. Changing it would be changing who I am. It's just like fighting people - it's in my nature. I can change the way I fight, like make it less ruthless and not so often that I fight, but I can't cancel off fighting completely. I don't really talk much to people I don't know well, especially those older than me and stuff, but I try to. Same thing, I can't cancel off being quiet completely because I'm sorta a slow thinker, I need time to think of what to say back. (That doesn't mean I have slow reflexes - on the contrary, in fact) And to sir Qinjie who said that I'm not a catcher the last training: I AM A CATCHER, NOT AN AIMER.

I guess this post sounds like I'm trying to find reasons for the same group of deserters, and I guess I am. But this doesn't reassure me much. The string connecting me to the straight path is stretching thinner and thinner day by day.

The second and third song on my blog (Time and When I Close My Eyes, both by E-Type) describes how I feel, I guess. Go look for the lyrics online and you will understand what I mean. Emphasis on the choruses parts.

[[내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 흘린 눈물 만큼 멀리 가네요]]

My love can't come to this place, it's going as far as many tears I've cried

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