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Name is Li Xin, came into the world on 12/06. Currently studying in AMKSS, formerly from Ai Tong School. Proud member of NCC Land.
Also known as Ruby Aspen, Rubyfur, Ruby, Meow Meow.

Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!



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Monday, March 23, 2009

====This is not an emo post====
But.
I just feel left out of the world.

I already said why I can't afford to be emo.

----Random train of thought----
Which is more painful, hurting the one you were meant to protect even with your life, or being hurt by the one you were meant to protect with your life?

Like I said, this is NOT an emo post, however much it sounds like one. This is just random thoughts that seem emo...haha =^.^=
Hmm, just realised that it's been sometime since I've used that symbol... (=^.^=) I used to use it because it was almost like my trademark as a cat lols. Lame right? Now my trademark is more of -.- although I use -_- quite often as well.

Okay, if you are wondering why I'm posting crap, is because I have nothing to do. My crappy laptop is those that cannot download MSN and tons of other stuff, and even Facebook games work slow on this laptop. And it's like, 2.30 in the morning...so obviously I can't go and trash the whole place looking for the remote control to the TV so that I can play Assassin's Creed...

ZZZ, can't sleep. I shall blog crap until I feel sleepy...whoever wants to read complete randomness is welcome to do so.

Let's talk about yesterday's life.

Okay, so I woke up at about 8.30am, went back to sleep, woke up at 10 again, went back to sleep again (LOL) and finally got up at 11.30am. Ate a small breakfast cause lunch was already cooking. Then I went about shifting the PS3 to my parents' room.
And just after I set up the whole thing, my mother called me for lunch. So I went to eat lor. Afterwards I returned to the room, looking for the remote control. Then my mother came in, and then she told me she forgot where she put it. And I went: "..." (Meaning SPEECHLESS, okay?! Means I said NOTHING...Lol, I already gave a warning beforehand that this would be utter randomness) -.-
So what choice did I have? I went to do my homework. Or more like, copy my maths notes from foolscap into the excercise book. I have like, what, six pages of it (foolscap size)? Cause I forgot to bring my book for one lesson, and then totally had no time to copy it into the excercise book, so for the rest of the lessons until the holidays, I used foolscap to copy lor.
I copy until halfway, then I (seriously) don't know what I writing liao. Must be one of those days that I was so damn sleepy and heck care-d if the teacher saw I was sleeping and just...slept...
Okay, I slept a lot in Mr. Tan's class. I think he must have noticed it, but never say anything lor. I slept once or twice in Miss Karim's class, which was totally UNCONTROLLABLE because I even tried pinching myself to stay awake cause she gives demerits to those who even just put their heads on the table... And I admit I even fell asleep once in Mrs Nair's class right under her nose. O.o and in Chinese class too. (Ahem, random stuff about sleeping during classes now lol, you were WARNED.) I think the only subject I didn't sleep in was Science, even though I did close my eyes sometimes (but only because they were painful from the wind blowing straight in I SWEAR!!!!), and P.E. ><
Okay, whatever. I did maths, then went for a short break, then came back to do chinese. I 'enlisted' help from my older sister to do the worksheets that I think have no help in chinese at all other than to widen my vocab and (possibly but improbably) in my compo writing...
After chinese is like 7+ liao lor. Dinner. Then came to my laptop and did some routine stuff, facebook to take care of my pet in pet society, my websites, my friends' websites to RP, visit blogs that I regularly go (just to name a few, Tzp's (you better be honoured!!), Sadie's, Gabriel's, Saimen's, Debbie's...) and then post crap in my blog. Which is what I'm currently doing now.

Going to mac later, with the usual group (for them, not for me) that meet up at mac every Monday (cause is late-start Monday), and I'm going because I sorta promised Si Xian that I would go with them after the March holidays...

Haiz, Delia's b'dae this Saturday and still not enough money to get her what I want to get her!! Then still got Shuojian's b'dae -.- At least I got enough money to get what ZD wanted.
But then that leaves me no money for breakfast at mac tomorrow lor. Heck care lahs. I eat breakfast at home lor. =P

Kays, I think better get off the computer and at least try to sleep lor.

[[내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 흘린 눈물 만큼 멀리 가네요]]


& Rubyfur signed off @ 2:27 AM

My love can't come to this place, it's going as far as many tears I've cried



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