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all about me

Name is
Li Xin, came into the world on
12/06. Currently studying in
AMKSS, formerly from
Ai Tong School. Proud member of
NCC Land.
Also known as
Ruby Aspen,
Rubyfur,
Ruby,
Meow Meow.
Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
I don't know whether to trust his words. 8 months ago I would have, but he's changed so much that I don't recognize him anymore.
Is he true as what he'd show me?
Could it be that I was prejudiced against the other person because he got to me first? It would be obviously impossible to maintain an unbiased point of view afterwards. I realised that I've never given the other person a chance, sticking to his words.
Like I said, 8 months ago, I would have questioned nothing.
What he said was in contrary to what the other person said, of course.
I'm tired of all the backstabbing.
I want to believe in him.
Can I?What if everything he told me since 8 months ago have been lies?
How can anyone be expected to learn watching the both of you?I've learnt to not keep clinging on to him.
Why now, do you cling on to me instead?Why?
Tell me your reasons so I can counter them.I endured the pain trying to forget. After what you did, I tried to just let everything go. Now when I finally can, now when I finally can accept and continue on, why do you come back? Please make up your mind. I can't take any more of the pain. Please, just either let it go, or tell me why. I know it was your duty, that's why you left. But why did you come back after making clear that you had to leave because of your duty?[[내 사랑이 제자리로 오지 못하고 흘린 눈물 만큼 멀리 가네요]]
& Rubyfur signed off @ 12:11 AM
My love can't come to this place, it's going as far as many tears I've cried