Name is Li Xin, came into the world on 12/06. Currently studying in AMKSS, formerly from Ai Tong School. Proud member of NCC Land.
Also known as Ruby Aspen, Rubyfur, Ruby, Meow Meow.
Crazy about Big Bang, Infinite, Choshinsung (Supernova), Super Junior, Dalmation, Co-Ed, G.Na, and Teen Top!
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From the first time we met,
I knew we would be friends.
You had a different air,
from others that I knew.
If you like _____ so much, why did you join what you did? If you hadn’t, I wouldn’t have met you. If I hadn’t met you, I wouldn’t be going through so much hurt.
But then I would still be deluding myself what _________ is.
Ignorance is bliss. Truth hurts. I would rather have ignorance than this pain. After all the satisfaction and content, the realisation comes.
Recalling what happened last year into this year, even without the truth, I managed to let him go. I kept saying that I just wanted to know why he did what he did before I could let go.
But isn’t this just a fine example of why I never got the courage to ask him for the truth?
In the end, we’ve managed to put it all behind us and pretend that it never happened. After all, it’s been a year and half since it all started, a year before it occurred.
If not knowing the truth already takes a year to forget, how long will knowing take? A year? Two years?
I want to believe it. But for how long can I take this before I completely let go?
I’ve been desperately trying to find solace. Even so, when I think back to when I began to smile and laugh again, it was all only on the surface. I felt that my energy was being used up for something like that. And I kept lying that it was all perfectly fine. I’ve tried. I’ve tried to erase everything. But now and then, the emotions catch me again unknowingly. It’s a hard habit to break.
I hate all of this.
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